This morning I was sitting on the couch, next to my best friend, seeing – and hearing – a beautiful fire in the kiva fireplace.
It was 28 degrees, and outside the windows was a beautiful New Mexico sky.
It’s quiet and peaceful here. Peace-filled.
And yet, I was caught up in the anticipated major storm coming to my hometown, with the fact that I can’t return home as planned. Plus I’ll miss the snow beauty the storm will bring.
My friend brought a book of poems for me, and we’ve been reading a poem each morning. The book is titled Poems from the Pond, by Peggy Freydberg. The poem this morning was But Where is What I Started for so Long Ago, and Why is it Yet Unfound. In it she writes: “What is so wrong? So much of what I’ve wanted, once gotten, has been replaced by other wanting.”
Oops. That was me, alright.
Of course I want to pay attention to the moment and moments in the place where I find myself. I’ve longed to be here. Today, and for the next few days, I’m exactly where I wish to be.
With this reframing, I set out to be present in this day in this place!
We journeyed south this afternoon to Pilar. It’s long been a favorite of mine. From Pilar we drove several miles west alongside the Rio Grande River. It was a “pull over now” ride for me. So much beauty to try and catch in a photograph.
The drive back to Taos was spectacular.
But wait, there’s more! Just north of Taos, the sun was showing off its setting.
So yes, I’m right where I want to be. No doubt about it.
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Love your reframing.
Oh, those “big sky” pix ( Texas friend’s phrase). I see what she was talking about.